One Year

One year ago today we left the hospital with empty arms and broken hearts.  Sometimes it feels like yesterday and sometimes it feels longer.  It still hurts....a lot. Even a quick fleeting thought about our little boy brings tears fast.  What a year it has been. Daniel's sister (Madeline Claire)  was born right on her due date 2 weeks ago. She is an incredible blessing and a beautiful baby. I find myself often wondering what kind of baby Daniel would have been like....would he have the same funny facial expressions as Maddie...would he be a good sleeper....what would it be like to have our baby boy here who would be 7 months old had he been born when he was due in October.  I will always wonder why and what if. Maddie brings us so much happiness but there will always be a piece of my heart that lives in Heaven.